Fluctuating

from Remember It's A Memory by ANiMA

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lyrics

There is so much I want to say on this day, of all days,
So I bite my tongue till it's bleeding,
I'm feeling my energy leaving my body,
I put myself down like a dog,
Like the pet you forgot you'd lost,
Now I know it's for the best if I never get out of bed again,
I tried to climb up out of it,
But I'm just so tired of this shit,
I just don't want to be alone,
At the end.

I've wished so much that I would die,
But I've also feared the end of my life.

There is so much I want to say on this day, of all days,
Of all the reasons why I fear you,
And all of the times that I wanted to be you,
And now I know that I love life,
So much that I fear to die,
Now I know it's for the best if I never go back to bed again,
I've got to climb up out of it,
And kick the shit out of everything,
I know I've got to be alone,
Before the end.

I've wished so much that I would die,
But I've also feared the end of my life.
And now I do not know which one is worse,
Is it living with loss or loosing my life?

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from Remember It's A Memory, released June 7, 2014

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ANiMA Birmingham, UK

Formed in Birmingham the band settled on its current lineup in 2013, and have released two EPs: 2013's Homeopathy, and the brand new Remember It's A Memory; featuring The Sun & The Moon.

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